Ok now I am back in full swing Chinga linga Chang Chang Babay
The last few weeks , the last few months I have been working and using my innate gathering skills to find some really cool products to share with you.
Some totally Fabulous Fashion finds. So fab that is beyond all Fabulousity. Its in a class of its own.
So I want to share with you some stills of my FAB FAB Fusionista Spring 2016
Ok well I do not know why but i am on my own time frame and its still late spring early summer.
If you want to watch the video previous please check out my Youtube channel Lailaorchid
Thursday, May 19, 2016
A public announcement from the Mind Body Corporation
Hello World,
I am back again with another anecdote from my mind, I am so loving the color scheme of my blog, it's really channeling my feelings. I guess this blog site is going to be my sounding board slash bitch kitty session, and you will probably see some words or terms you have never seen before. Well I am trying to do Noah Merriam Webster proud and continue the American tradition to expand the Lexicon of the English Language. I will apologise for my lack of grammar. I know English, but I prefer poetry. As having been a poet so long, that I am relearning the art of a Grammar. Perhaps, one day I will have a editor and let them do all the dirty work of adding the diacritical markup to polish these otherwise raw outpourings. Rough cut and hewn from the recesses and remains of my day.
Nevertheless, that is not quite now, it's that in between time of the complete unknown, and darling Hollywood A list. The twilight time which one has before and after fame and fortune. The grey zone before my grey matter matters. Ahh, this is funny.
Today was another day of tears, frustration, despair and negativity run amok. The good thing is, I am still here and an angel has come to help in some of the areas I was dispairing over.
Prayer does help, and I am often reminded to Wait on God, and to be as they say Sabr. (Patient).
It's hard for a man or woman to be patient when they are drowning in a tumultuous sea.
Sometimes. You have to find some sort of peace in your sorrows even if it's when the tears have stopped because you can't make any to cry out, that in a way is a sort of biological pause, saying Enough! You are not going to cry anymore today or at least this hour. give the eyes a break! The body needs to see where it's going!
Sometimes it seems like the Body Vehicle has its own governor, somewhere In your brain interface, beyond the personality matrix there is a inner you that gets very pissed off with the personality and it will exert executive decision over the mind body control for the greater good of the mind body corporation. Kind of like a lock out mode.
I am grateful for this, sometimes the logic that runs every thing needs to be the control switch.
I am once more surprised with this writing, I was intending a very different topic for today.
However, that is not the topic that showed up.
Perhaps later on tonight or tomorrow at topic will have its voice sent,
Peace from the Mind Body Corporation :)
Sunday, May 8, 2016
Come Undone, how one persons tap is an near obliteration of ones financial and literal life.
What's going on with me?
There is too much to say, and a lot of blog space to fill.
However, I need a sense of privacy right now.
I am sheltering in the place of where I am right now and what I am going through, not sure how to go forward but slowing taking one step at a time.
For now I can not yet talk about it other than to say.
I am overwhelmed, I am now broken on so many levels, I have literally come undone. my life is hanging by threads, and I for me my finances is my life. I like love money. I love it's smell, it's texture it's every aspect, and I try to respect money.
Perhaps that's what I will talk about today, I am. Money lover. I love love love it.
And the new Benjamin's are so sexy, it's nice American money has now returned to be more colourful. Gosh , I just love money, in fact the extreme sadness I was feeling is subsiding a bit when a I think about how much I love money. Wether it's a gold brick, of freshly printed bills it's money and Injust love it, I am like give me give give me the money show me the money shower me with money, hmm I wonder if there is a money encapsulated dildo, so you know when someone says take your money and go. F yourself well, you can just do that, in fact maybe that might be the appropriate non gift to give such a person you have to say such words to. You know a gag gift, like sending dead roses, but this would be sending a pennies nickels dimes quarters and half a bill and encased in silicone and in a box that says for you.
Perhaps that's a good business idea. The idea. Is certainly making me laugh, hehe. Yeah sending it to a boss you hate or a girl who cheated or whatever the situation called for,
It's a Funny Idea.
But I seriously Love Money.
There is too much to say, and a lot of blog space to fill.
However, I need a sense of privacy right now.
I am sheltering in the place of where I am right now and what I am going through, not sure how to go forward but slowing taking one step at a time.
For now I can not yet talk about it other than to say.
I am overwhelmed, I am now broken on so many levels, I have literally come undone. my life is hanging by threads, and I for me my finances is my life. I like love money. I love it's smell, it's texture it's every aspect, and I try to respect money.
Perhaps that's what I will talk about today, I am. Money lover. I love love love it.
And the new Benjamin's are so sexy, it's nice American money has now returned to be more colourful. Gosh , I just love money, in fact the extreme sadness I was feeling is subsiding a bit when a I think about how much I love money. Wether it's a gold brick, of freshly printed bills it's money and Injust love it, I am like give me give give me the money show me the money shower me with money, hmm I wonder if there is a money encapsulated dildo, so you know when someone says take your money and go. F yourself well, you can just do that, in fact maybe that might be the appropriate non gift to give such a person you have to say such words to. You know a gag gift, like sending dead roses, but this would be sending a pennies nickels dimes quarters and half a bill and encased in silicone and in a box that says for you.
Perhaps that's a good business idea. The idea. Is certainly making me laugh, hehe. Yeah sending it to a boss you hate or a girl who cheated or whatever the situation called for,
It's a Funny Idea.
But I seriously Love Money.
Monday, June 10, 2013
Happy Early 2014 Monsoon rains come, life giving mud flows carts that are stuck, go!
Happy Early 2014
Really!!! I know its June almost Solstice.
I have been sort of busy trying to figure out my life.
Being a Fusionista, i guess takes time to fuse things together.
Some of the thoughts I have been working on:
How to create more prosperity.
How to attract the love I want in my life.
Develop healthy relationships with all people I interact with in life. To transform my outlook to a healthier mental state.
How to feel more alive.
Surprisingly enough, if I do a sum total I believe I am moving forward, and have moved forward.
I still have a lot of work to do. I think i am beginning to understand that concept of work.
The concept of work that Iyanla talks about on her show on OWN.
Yes shouting out to Oprah's Network. You go Girl.
Shout out to all the Ladies of the world who are Shinning their light hugs all around.
Yet in trying to achieve and manifest those things i feel I have moved further back than forward.
a thought i have not been able to really grapple with but i want to acknowledge it here because it seems to affect all the other thoughts above.
That thought is how to forgive when someone has done that which is unforgivable. How do you dispel those raw painful emotions that do not seem to want t go away at times though they can be pushed aside they seem to not really go away.
When I really really think about it I think my problems with the above thoughts all stem from my problems with forgiveness. So i would like to open the conversation with you my audience about how do you forgive? How did you get over the ultimate betrayals of life. I just would like an insight to what other people do when they feel just like me.
Maybe i will need to contact Iyanla myself ask for some advice.
So its really right now a new starting point for me. So i am starting over at the half year mark.
Happy new year to me after all it is almost 2014.
And yes I guess it could be perceived I have been hiding under some rocks somewhere waiting out 2012 Mayan Calendar predictions. NOT!
I have been just really busy and trying to figure my life out.
I think I have figured somethings out.
I know more about what I want. I am feeling more comfortable with my own voice and as such I am going forward and moving in a direction of movement.
I think beginning to work on that which is difficult is freeing my energy so i can really pursue my various projects.
I know I may take a few steps back in order to move forward but i think acknowledging that with honesty of consciousness will be like a plank of wood under a stuck tire in mud or some sand on a snowy road.
I will not apologize for my lack of grammar. I am evolving and that too will return to its highest state once I have returned to habitual writing. and not just prose.
Really!!! I know its June almost Solstice.
I have been sort of busy trying to figure out my life.
Being a Fusionista, i guess takes time to fuse things together.
Some of the thoughts I have been working on:
How to create more prosperity.
How to attract the love I want in my life.
Develop healthy relationships with all people I interact with in life. To transform my outlook to a healthier mental state.
How to feel more alive.
Surprisingly enough, if I do a sum total I believe I am moving forward, and have moved forward.
I still have a lot of work to do. I think i am beginning to understand that concept of work.
The concept of work that Iyanla talks about on her show on OWN.
Yes shouting out to Oprah's Network. You go Girl.
Shout out to all the Ladies of the world who are Shinning their light hugs all around.
Yet in trying to achieve and manifest those things i feel I have moved further back than forward.
a thought i have not been able to really grapple with but i want to acknowledge it here because it seems to affect all the other thoughts above.
That thought is how to forgive when someone has done that which is unforgivable. How do you dispel those raw painful emotions that do not seem to want t go away at times though they can be pushed aside they seem to not really go away.
When I really really think about it I think my problems with the above thoughts all stem from my problems with forgiveness. So i would like to open the conversation with you my audience about how do you forgive? How did you get over the ultimate betrayals of life. I just would like an insight to what other people do when they feel just like me.
Maybe i will need to contact Iyanla myself ask for some advice.
So its really right now a new starting point for me. So i am starting over at the half year mark.
Happy new year to me after all it is almost 2014.
And yes I guess it could be perceived I have been hiding under some rocks somewhere waiting out 2012 Mayan Calendar predictions. NOT!
I have been just really busy and trying to figure my life out.
I think I have figured somethings out.
I know more about what I want. I am feeling more comfortable with my own voice and as such I am going forward and moving in a direction of movement.
I think beginning to work on that which is difficult is freeing my energy so i can really pursue my various projects.
I know I may take a few steps back in order to move forward but i think acknowledging that with honesty of consciousness will be like a plank of wood under a stuck tire in mud or some sand on a snowy road.
I will not apologize for my lack of grammar. I am evolving and that too will return to its highest state once I have returned to habitual writing. and not just prose.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Fusionist Fusionista Fusionisto Fusionisting Fusionistic the new word for 2011
Hi everyone, I'm Laila Orchid this is my first blog and first blog entry under this pen-name and thought I would make it special. Well what is more special than making history at the same time. Introducing a new word for the first year after the first decade of this millenium. And its a word I made up myself. it just came to me when i was just doing my daily surf on the web and was thinking i really need to start that blog. Its way over due a
so about this new word its drum roll please..... brdr mmmmmmmm...........
FUSIONISTA
Thats right, I do not think anyone has this word yet in fact i will check wikipedia and see if i find it . I know i feel like its my word and until i check wiki i I might find its not my word and then thats kind of bad/ when i thought of it. and it feels so personalized and special. and it would be uncool for me to find out its not my word but hey that just means GREAT MINDS THINK A LIKE.
any ideas for defining who is a fusionista write me back :) i will define the word in my next post
ciao
people
so about this new word its drum roll please..... brdr mmmmmmmm...........
FUSIONISTA
Thats right, I do not think anyone has this word yet in fact i will check wikipedia and see if i find it . I know i feel like its my word and until i check wiki i I might find its not my word and then thats kind of bad/ when i thought of it. and it feels so personalized and special. and it would be uncool for me to find out its not my word but hey that just means GREAT MINDS THINK A LIKE.
any ideas for defining who is a fusionista write me back :) i will define the word in my next post
ciao
people
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