Happy Early 2014
Really!!! I know its June almost Solstice.
I have been sort of busy trying to figure out my life.
Being a Fusionista, i guess takes time to fuse things together.
Some of the thoughts I have been working on:
How to create more prosperity.
How to attract the love I want in my life.
Develop healthy relationships with all people I interact with in life. To transform my outlook to a healthier mental state.
How to feel more alive.
Surprisingly enough, if I do a sum total I believe I am moving forward, and have moved forward.
I still have a lot of work to do. I think i am beginning to understand that concept of work.
The concept of work that Iyanla talks about on her show on OWN.
Yes shouting out to Oprah's Network. You go Girl.
Shout out to all the Ladies of the world who are Shinning their light hugs all around.
Yet in trying to achieve and manifest those things i feel I have moved further back than forward.
a thought i have not been able to really grapple with but i want to acknowledge it here because it seems to affect all the other thoughts above.
That thought is how to forgive when someone has done that which is unforgivable. How do you dispel those raw painful emotions that do not seem to want t go away at times though they can be pushed aside they seem to not really go away.
When I really really think about it I think my problems with the above thoughts all stem from my problems with forgiveness. So i would like to open the conversation with you my audience about how do you forgive? How did you get over the ultimate betrayals of life. I just would like an insight to what other people do when they feel just like me.
Maybe i will need to contact Iyanla myself ask for some advice.
So its really right now a new starting point for me. So i am starting over at the half year mark.
Happy new year to me after all it is almost 2014.
And yes I guess it could be perceived I have been hiding under some rocks somewhere waiting out 2012 Mayan Calendar predictions. NOT!
I have been just really busy and trying to figure my life out.
I think I have figured somethings out.
I know more about what I want. I am feeling more comfortable with my own voice and as such I am going forward and moving in a direction of movement.
I think beginning to work on that which is difficult is freeing my energy so i can really pursue my various projects.
I know I may take a few steps back in order to move forward but i think acknowledging that with honesty of consciousness will be like a plank of wood under a stuck tire in mud or some sand on a snowy road.
I will not apologize for my lack of grammar. I am evolving and that too will return to its highest state once I have returned to habitual writing. and not just prose.
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