I am back again with another anecdote from my mind, I am so loving the color scheme of my blog, it's really channeling my feelings. I guess this blog site is going to be my sounding board slash bitch kitty session, and you will probably see some words or terms you have never seen before. Well I am trying to do Noah Merriam Webster proud and continue the American tradition to expand the Lexicon of the English Language. I will apologise for my lack of grammar. I know English, but I prefer poetry. As having been a poet so long, that I am relearning the art of a Grammar. Perhaps, one day I will have a editor and let them do all the dirty work of adding the diacritical markup to polish these otherwise raw outpourings. Rough cut and hewn from the recesses and remains of my day.
Nevertheless, that is not quite now, it's that in between time of the complete unknown, and darling Hollywood A list. The twilight time which one has before and after fame and fortune. The grey zone before my grey matter matters. Ahh, this is funny.
Today was another day of tears, frustration, despair and negativity run amok. The good thing is, I am still here and an angel has come to help in some of the areas I was dispairing over.
Prayer does help, and I am often reminded to Wait on God, and to be as they say Sabr. (Patient).
It's hard for a man or woman to be patient when they are drowning in a tumultuous sea.
Sometimes. You have to find some sort of peace in your sorrows even if it's when the tears have stopped because you can't make any to cry out, that in a way is a sort of biological pause, saying Enough! You are not going to cry anymore today or at least this hour. give the eyes a break! The body needs to see where it's going!
Sometimes it seems like the Body Vehicle has its own governor, somewhere In your brain interface, beyond the personality matrix there is a inner you that gets very pissed off with the personality and it will exert executive decision over the mind body control for the greater good of the mind body corporation. Kind of like a lock out mode.
I am grateful for this, sometimes the logic that runs every thing needs to be the control switch.
I am once more surprised with this writing, I was intending a very different topic for today.
However, that is not the topic that showed up.
Perhaps later on tonight or tomorrow at topic will have its voice sent,
Peace from the Mind Body Corporation :)
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