Ok now I am back in full swing Chinga linga Chang Chang Babay

The last few weeks , the last few months I have been working and using my innate gathering skills to find some really cool products to share with you.

Some totally Fabulous Fashion finds.  So fab that is beyond all Fabulousity.  Its in a class of its own.
So I want to share with you some stills of my FAB FAB Fusionista Spring 2016

Ok well I do not know why but i am on my own time frame and its still late spring early summer.
If you want to watch the video previous please check out my Youtube channel Lailaorchid

A public announcement from the Mind Body Corporation

Hello World,

 I am back again with another anecdote from my mind, I am so loving the color scheme of my blog, it's really channeling my feelings. I guess this blog site is going to be my sounding board slash bitch kitty session,  and you will probably see some words or terms you have never seen  before. Well I am trying to do Noah Merriam Webster proud and continue the American tradition to expand the Lexicon of the English Language.   I will apologise for my lack of grammar. I know English, but I prefer poetry. As having been a poet so long, that I am relearning the art of a Grammar.  Perhaps, one day  I will have a editor and let them do all the dirty work of adding the diacritical markup to polish these otherwise raw outpourings. Rough cut and hewn from the recesses and remains of my day.

 Nevertheless, that is not quite now, it's that in between time of the complete unknown, and darling Hollywood A list.  The twilight time which one has before and after fame and fortune. The grey zone before my grey matter matters. Ahh, this is funny. 

Today was another day of tears, frustration, despair and  negativity run amok.  The good thing is, I am still here and an angel has come to help in some of the areas I was dispairing over. 

Prayer does help, and I am often reminded to Wait on God, and to be as they say Sabr. (Patient).

 It's hard for a man or woman to be patient when they are drowning in a tumultuous sea. 

Sometimes. You have to find some sort of peace in your sorrows even if it's when the tears have stopped because you can't make any to cry out, that in a way is a sort of biological pause, saying  Enough! You are not going to cry anymore today or at least this hour. give the eyes a break! The body needs to see where it's going! 

 Sometimes it seems like the  Body Vehicle has its own governor, somewhere In your brain interface, beyond the personality matrix there is a inner you that gets very pissed off with the personality and it will exert executive decision over the mind body control for the greater good of the mind body corporation.  Kind of like a lock out mode. 

 I am grateful for this, sometimes the logic that runs every thing needs to be the control switch.

I am once more surprised with this writing, I was intending a very different topic for today.

 However, that is not the topic that showed up. 

 Perhaps later on tonight or tomorrow at topic will have its voice sent, 

Peace from the Mind Body Corporation :)

Come Undone, how one persons tap is an near obliteration of ones financial and literal life.

What's going on with me?
 There is too much to say, and a lot of blog space to fill.
 However, I need a sense of privacy right now.
 I am sheltering in the place of where I am right now and what I am going through, not sure how to go forward but slowing taking one step at a time.
 For now I can not yet talk about it other than to say.
I am overwhelmed, I am now broken on so many levels, I have literally come undone. my life is hanging by threads, and I for me my finances is my life. I like love money. I love it's smell, it's texture it's every aspect, and I try to respect money.
 Perhaps that's what I will talk about today, I am. Money lover. I love love love it.
 And the new Benjamin's are so sexy, it's nice American money has now returned to be more colourful.  Gosh , I just love money, in fact the extreme sadness I was feeling is subsiding a bit when a I think about how much I love money.  Wether it's a gold brick, of freshly printed bills it's money and Injust love it, I am like give me give give me the money show me the money shower me with money, hmm I wonder if there is a money encapsulated dildo, so you know when someone says take your money and go. F yourself well, you can just do that, in fact maybe that might be the appropriate non gift to give such a person you have to say such words to.  You know a gag gift, like sending dead roses, but this would be sending a pennies nickels dimes quarters and half a bill and encased in silicone and in a box that says for you.
 Perhaps that's a good business idea. The idea. Is certainly making me laugh, hehe. Yeah sending it to a boss you hate or a girl who cheated or whatever the situation called for,
 It's a Funny Idea.
 But I seriously Love Money.